Wednesday, October 5, 2005

The Beat Goes On

The single greatest key to winning is knowing thy enemy -- yourself.

-Andy Glazer
I played in another of the free poker tourneys last night, this one at the Loafing Leprechaun in Duluth. I think I had a pretty good chance to win, had I been able to lay down one key hand. But I'll get to that later.

FullHouseHold'em, the company that my brother-in-law works for, started their "Poker League" last night. The Poker League is basically a 20-week point gathering expedition in which players get points for finishing in the top eight in any tournament that FullHouseHold'em runs. At the end of the 20 weeks, the top points players will get together for a final tourney where the first prize is a paid entry to the 2006 World Series of Poker. All this is sponsored by Bluff Magazine.

Anyway, I decided that since you can play in any number of tourneys a week, that I'd start off trying to earn some early points. My best hand of the night came when I was in the big blind with pocket threes. The flop came 3-3-x. It was checked around, and the turn was a five. The small blind checked, I checked, and UTG+1 went all-in. It was folded around to me, and I called, blurting out "Can you beat quads?" before I could stop myself. The river was a blank, and I doubled up. During the break, I apologized for my rather dickish remark, and the guy said he completely understood. Quads are a very rare thing, except for last night. In this tourney, five sets of quads were hit. What're the odds? No, really, what are the odds? I don't know.

The hand I should have layed down came very near the final table. The blinds were 400/800, and I was in the big blind with a fair sized chip stack, and was dealt K-7 offsuit. It was folded to the small blind who completed, and I checked. The flop was K-x-x, two spades. The small blind checked, and I bet 1000. He raised to 2000, so I went all-in. He called with the nut flush draw, and hit it on the turn. This left me with 400 in chips with 11 people left in the tourney. Somehow I managed to hang around and finish sixth, so I managed to snag some points.

Ironically, my sixth place finish was worth more points than my first place finish last Thursday would have been worth, due to the small field last Thursday and the large field last night. Here's the chart that explains how points are awarded:



As you can see, the points are based not only on your finishing position, but on how many people were in the tourney.

I'm going to try to keep playing two a week, at the Loafing Leprechaun and at Buffalo Wild Wings, but I don't know how long that will go over with the wife. I'm going to try my best to rack up the points, though. I really want to be in that final tourney. I feel like my tourney game is starting to come around, and that I'm becoming a very good tourney player. I guess time will tell if that's really the case or if I'm just fooling myself.

Oh, and by the way, I entered the $5 Turbo on PokerChamps yesterday (the same one that I won on Sunday) and came in second out of a field of 40.

Interesting Exchange About Winning at Poker

The house doesn't beat the player. It just gives him the opportunity to beat himself.

-Nick Dandalos
I read several poker blogs on a daily basis, and one of them is by Bob Rotruck, aka MicroBob from the 2+2 forums, located here. He had a post today that I felt the urge to reply to, not because of his position, but because of the position of the person who he's having the disagreement with.

Here's Bob's post:
Certified Moron Status!!

That's how someone described the latest little exchange with 'online gambling expert' Stephen Katz regarding his claims that internet-poker is not beatable.

Somebody on 2+2 wrote to him and got a reply:

Basically, if somebody doesn't want to spend $2,000 of their own money (as well as time) to prove to HIM something that THEY already know they are successfully doing for income then he refuses to believe it exists.

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After reading that little note, I send an e-mail to him. Very polite, not disaggreeing with his goals, just telling him he was wrong. Got a response the very next day, kinda funny and pathetic. Here is my e-mail and his response:

Just read a short article by Mr. Katz re online poker.

Unfortunately, Mr. Katz doesn't know what he is talking about. There are plenty of good reasons not to gamble. Gambling destroys thousands of lives and negatively influences the lives of millions more. However, making things up and/or lying about certain types of gambling is, in my opinion, counter productive to the cause of gambling prevention.

What Mr. Katz's piece offers is an incentive for people to find out more about online poker. Why? Because it is so obviously wrong. How do I know it's wrong? I support my family by playing online poker, and have done so for several years, as do many of my aquaintances.

Look, you can't just go around saying "you can't beat the rake!". Whether or not the rake can be beaten depends on the size of the rake relative to the game, and your skill relative to the other players in it. No matter how noble your motives, the ends don't justify the means, and in these case the means are counter productive to the desired end.

Just thought you should know


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Some of your comments are good and that is appreciated.

But unless you PROVE your claims of winning, anyone stating that they are winning money in the long-run playing online poker, is only a rumor. Don't take it personal - I say that to EVERYONE.

You probably realize that gambling income is taxable and so you have paid taxes on the money. So simply do the following. Post in a public forum, not to me because anyone can photoshop items, do it in a public forum whereby everyone can see it including the IRS which also canvases the internet looking for tax cheats. No one should ever publicly post a false tax return. To the best of my knowledge this is a federal offense.

So...post copies of your last years federal tax return. Post two years since you said "several years." Also post copies of your credit card transactions and documentation from the gambling websites regarding deposits and withdrawals. Before posting though, take all this documentation to a very reputable accounting firm and have all the information audited. They will matchup the documentation with your bank statements, etc. And also post a signed letter from this accounting firm regarding the audit and the accuracy of your documentation. Since you've been paying your taxes and have filed and previously calculated all these figures anyway, this should all be quite easy for you to quickly hand over to the accounting firm. The audit will probably cost you around $2,000 but since you are making all this money playing online poker, a couple thousand bucks should be peanuts to you.

Everyone who I have asked to do this has refused despite the simplicity. If you want to do it...fine, e-mail me back with the public website info after it is posted and of course I'll take a look at it. If you don't want to do it...fine, but the article stands as fact. We both know that there is not any formula for "proving" that online poker can be beat. The best hand doesn't always win - it can be bluffed out. So again...the only way to prove claims of winning money would be showing documented and audited proof of this income. You made the claims, so prove it!

Best Regards,

Steve
And here's my comment:
That's nuts. Saying that you can't make money playing online poker because you can't beat the rake is like saying Best Buy can't make money because they can't beat the electric bill! It's a cost of doing business, and it's certainly beatable.

However, arguing with a fool is pointless. Although, I will say that from his response, it looks like he knows the fallacy of his argument, and is trying to make it unnecessarily difficult and expensive for anyone to prove him wrong.

I fall into the social conservative group, but I do play poker. I play blackjack when I have the advantage (i.e., a bonus is involved), and I have the occasional drink. I believe in moderation in things, so I don't drink to excess, and I don't gamble where there is a large house advantage.

I consider poker a game of skill, not gambling. There is some luck involved, but that goes for golf, tennis, baseball, football, hockey, Scrabble, Monopoly and Tiddlywinks. But what separates poker from the rest of the casino games is that you are not playing against the house. You are pitting your skill against the skill of the other players. The rake is simply "rent for the space" to play.

I would say that I hope he comes around, but that'll never happen. He has his agenda, and even if someone were to provide the proof he asks, the very next words out of his mouth would be "That's an anomoly. One person winning doesn't prove anything." Sadly, it's blowhards like this that will end up getting the attention.

Perhaps it's time to form a lobbying group to look out for our interests.

Tuesday, October 4, 2005

My First Live Tournament Win, My First Online Tournament Win

Poker is a combination of luck and skill. People think mastering the skill part is hard, but they're wrong. The trick to poker is mastering the luck.

--Jesse May, from "Shut Up and Deal"
Well, I have had quite a week at the tables. In the span of four days, I have notched my first live tournament win and my first online tournament win. I will say that it seems that I have the best luck when I'm down to the felt with sky-high blinds. I was in that situation in both tournaments.

We'll start with the live tournament. The tournament was one of the free-to-enter bar tourneys that are held in the Atlanta area. This particular one was at Buffalo Wild Wings in Alpharetta on September 29, 2005. I finished second in the tourney on September 22, so having had decent luck I decided to return the next week. Two tables to start, with prizes of $40, $20, and $10 house cash for the top three finishers.

I started off playing my normal tight aggressive game, folding most hands and watching everyone get crazy with less than premium hands. I did have one great hand in the first half-hour. I held AK suited and with blinds at 20/40 raised to $200. I got one caller. The flop came with nothing higher than a ten. I bet $500 and got called. It was at this point I was pretty sure I was beat. I was putting the guy on AT or JJ. The turn was no help to me, so I checked. The other guy bet $1000, and I folded. I think I made the right read on this guy, and am happy with the decision that I made to lay my hand down.

I played a few other hands, never hitting anything on the flop. I was in danger of getting pretty short, with about 1400 in chips at the 50/100 level when I looked down and saw Aces. I was under the gun, and I raised to $300. Everyone folded around to the big blind, who called. The flop came K97 rainbow. The big blind checked, and I bet $300. She put me all in and I called in a shot. She showed K2 offsuit. I have to say that up until that point I had been pretty impressed with this lady's play. She always showed down strong hands, but I don't know what she was thinking there. She had to put me on a big hand, and even if I had K3, she was in big trouble. I won't complain, though, because it really got me back into things for the next hour.

Coming to the end of the next hour, I was getting really short. It was final five players, blinds at 400/800, and I had 1100 in chips. The break hit just as I was about to pay the big blind. When we came back from break, we had been colored up, and since they round up the chips when they color up, I had 1500 in chips with the blinds at 500/1000. I decided that I had to do something, so I just posted all-in blind. I got two callers who basically checked it down to the river. I had 72 of spades, and the flop came all spades. The turn was a blank club, but the river was the queen of spades. At this point I was sure I was beat, but the other two opponents turned over hands full of red cards! I had tripled up.

I folded until I was in the big blind again. There were two callers. The flop came K-Q-10, and I was holding J9! The small blind checked, I checked, and UTG checked. The turn was a blank. Again, the small blind checked, I checked, and UTG called out "All In". The small blind folded, and I called. He turned over K6, and I took it down. Over the course of the next ten hands, I flopped another straight to knock out one opponent, and turned a straight to knock out another. We were finally heads up, with me having about 20,000 in chips to my opponent's 2000.

Heads up only lasted three hands. The last hand had me in the big blind with QT. My opponent went all in and I called. The flop came KJA, and it was over. My wife had been sweating me all night, and she actually took a picture of me "WSOP-Style" with me standing behind the chip stack holding up my cards and the house cash certificates.

The online tourney was on Sunday afternoon. I was sitting in the living room watching the race and basically just killing time. I entered the 2:30 $5 Turbo tourney on PokerChamps. There were 39 players, for a prize pool of $195.

Just like the live tourney, I played a tight-aggressive game, but thought it was all over when I got my AK all in against AJ, and the guy spiked a jack on the flop. I was left with $54 at the 50/100 level. I managed to double up several times, always picking the best spots to put it all in. When we got down to heads up, I had a 25k chip lead. Several hands later, it was all over. To be quite honest, online play happens so fast that I rarely remember exact hands, so I don't even know what I won with. I did manage to take a screenshot of my success, though. Here it is:

Monday, June 27, 2005

Fatherhood!

There's no pillow quite so soft as a father's strong shoulder.

--Richard L. Evans
Wow. I've been a father for three weeks, and I'm just now getting time to write something about it. It's been an exhausting time, but rewarding beyond explanation.

I suppose I should get the preliminaries out of the way first:

Camille Grace Saunders, Born June 5, 2005, 8 pounds 2 ounces, 22.5 inches long.



There's just something different about being a father. It's not something that I think I can put into words. It is an exciting thing, yet scary at the same time, to find yourself entirely responsible for the health, well-being, happiness, and upbringing of a brand-new human being. I still secretly wonder if I have the knowledge to be a good father. I really hope that I do. I really just want to live up to the example that my dad set when I was growing up.

I must say that Camille has been an extremely good baby. She sleeps well, she eats well, and she cries only when she's hungry or needs her diaper changed.

The thing I'm happiest about is that she's an extremely cute baby. I know it's not something that I should worry about, but I really did worry about having an ugly baby. There's nothing worse than parents with ugly babies. They're justly proud of their progeny, but it's hard to be complimentary to a parent whose kid is a halloween mask with legs.

I've gotten more sleep than I expected, and I am happy about that. It helps that Leila's breastfeeding Camille. I don't have to get up for the feedings, since I'm not equipped for it.

Finally, I'm experiencing a love that I never knew existed. I love Leila with all my heart, but the love for a child is different than the love for a spouse. I guess that I have experienced a love of such intensity in my love for Leila, but there's something slightly different when you love your child. Knowing that you're responsible for her changes matters, and makes you want to be the best person you can be.

Lord knows, I am trying to be the best dad ever. I sure hope I succeed.

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

My Path to Pilothood: First Flight

The most beautiful dream that has haunted the heart of man since Icarus is today reality.

--Louis Bleriot
I suppose it goes without saying that after years and years of yearning to be in the sky, my first flight was a highly anticipated event. In fact, that may be a gross understatement. I was so looking forward to my first flight that from the moment I found out that I was going to get to go up, I couldn't sleep. I would lay awake, staring at the ceiling, and wondering just what it would be like to be "up there". My anticipation even went so far as to affect my schoolwork. How this made me different from other college students who laid awake at night anticipating the next big keg party, I'm not sure.

My first flight was with James Williams, in a highly modified Cessna 180. And by highly modified, I mean highly modified. He had replaced the original 225 horsepower engine with a 300+ horsepower engine, installed a new three-blade prop, and a STOL (Short Take-Off and Landing) kit. Knowing James' interest in things that went fast and possessed inordinate amounts of power, all the modification was no surprise. James had in the past been a tractor puller, mud-bogger, and had somehow shoe-horned a 400 horsepower 350 cubic inch small block engine into a Chevy S-10. What would have surprised me would be if he had just left his airplane stock.

James' 180 was a taildragger, and he flew it from a short grass strip behind his shop/hangar. On the evening of my flight, I arrived just after he finished his preflight. We buckled ourselves in, and the butterflies came out in full force. My dad had always thought that James was a little on the insane side of the psychological charts, and all of a sudden I was having thoughts that went somewhat like, "WHAT THE @#&$@ HAVE I GOTTEN MYSELF INTO?!?!"

Before I could answer, James pointed the aircraft toward the far end of what all of a sudden looked like an extremely short runway. I managed to squeak out, "Shouldn't we back up a little?".

James just turned to me and flashed a grin that exposed that insane streak my dad had warned me about. "Just hold on," he said. Before I could protest, he firewalled the throttle, and I immediately was pushed back in my seat. Our takeoff roll couldn't have been more than 200 feet, and we were climbing at what seemed like a straight-up angle, but was probably more like a 45 degree angle of climb. We reached a thousand feet in no time, and the level-off was more like the reverse of falling off the edge of a table. In fact, it was more like an instant transition from a 2000+ foot per minute climb rate to straight and level flight.

My stomach, which had been left behind on the runway suddenly caught up with me, and kept moving upward until stopped by my tonsils. After a few seconds, all of my internal organs seemed to have settled back into their proper locations, and I was able to look outside.

I instantly knew that I was where I belonged.

Even from the height of a thousand feet, I could see for what seemed like forever. I could make out fields, ponds, roads, and forest. Everything looked like a patchwork quilt, and in my eyes, it was the most beautiful thing I had ever witnessed. As we drifted along, I tried to make out recognizable landmarks. I had lived in the area my entire life, and was intimately familiar with the features of the area, but only from the ground. From the air, everything took on an entirely different look. I would learn later that identifying familiar objects from the air is not as easy as it may sound.

We floated along for several minutes, and then James dipped the right wing and asked me if I recognized the location directly under us. When I replied in the negative, he told me that we were flying over my parents' house and farm. The place that I had lived my entire life looked foreign to me. That is, until I was told what I was looking at. All of a sudden, I started picking out recognizable objects -- my treehouse, my parents' house, my grandmother's house, and my dad's shop. I recognized the pond that I fished in as a child, and the fields that I rode my three-wheeled ATV in.

As we flew on, I reflected on what I had witnessed. For the first time, I had been on the other end of the picture. I had spent so many years standing in those yards and fields looking upward at the aircraft that flew over, and now I had finally been able to look downward at those fields and yards. The significance of this event was not lost on me. I knew that from now on, I would never be content to stand in the yard and watch as airplanes flew over. I would forevermore long to be in those craft, flying over yards and fields while children on the ground watched me.

We returned to James' runway and on approach, the butterflies that had been forgotten on take-off returned. The grass strip that appeared so short on takeoff looked positively tiny, almost non-existent, from this angle. I didn't question the pilot, though, and we touched down softly and taxied right up to the open hangar.

At James' direction, I got out of the airplane and went inside and turned on his runway lights. We were going to visit his flight instructor, and it would be after dark when we returned. After another stomach-swallowing takeoff, we made the short flight to the Statesboro-Bulloch County airport. I spent the flight marvelling at how different things looked from altitude. As we flew over the city of Statesboro, I started to be able to recognize the main highways. They didn't look like I thought they would. They weren't as straight as I had come to believe. This was a revelation to me, since I drove those roads daily, and to see them so differently made me wonder what else I was missing from a ground-bound point of view.

All too soon, we arrived at the Statesboro-Bulloch County airport and began our landing pattern. Everything that was happening was a bit foreign to me, but James tried to explain what he was doing. He explained to me the VASI (Visual Approach Slope Indicator) lights, and asked me if I could see "red over white". I would learn later that "red over white" meant "you're all right", or that you're on the correct glideslope. But try as I could, I just couldn't make out the lights, with all the other lights of the airport.

As we approached the runway, James decided he wanted to demonstrate the performance of his STOL kit, and with the flaps completely deployed, he slowed the aircraft to an airspeed of 35 knots, or about 40 mph. That's much slower than this aircraft should fly, and I managed to intimate that I was duly impressed.

We taxied up to the FBO (Fixed Base of Operation) and James shut down the engine. We exited the aircraft and walked into the FBO building. James was going to introduce me to his instructor. I was expecting a large, John Wayne looking, square-jawed figure sporting a leather jacket and silk scarf. Imagine my surprise when I was introduced to a feeble, very old man who looked very much like he could pass on at any time.

I would learn that Fred Adams had been in the Air Force during Korea, and after that stint in the military had been the corporate pilot for the Union Camp paper company for years. I just couldn't figure out how this feeble old man could be a flight instructor. Didn't the FAA have medical requirements? This old man looked like he would be well instructed to not buy under-ripe bananas, because they might outlast him.

The more I talked to Fred, though, the more I liked him, and my initial impression started to melt away. I could see in him the heart of a pilot, and the soul of a teacher. I saw someone with passion for aviation, and I felt drawn to him. I wanted to hang around with him, to learn from him. I felt as if he wanted to pass on his knowledge, and I wanted him to pass it on to me.

All too soon, our visit was over. We said our goodbyes and made our way back out to the airplane. James started up and took off. On the way back to his house, he even let me take the controls. "Be gentle," he said. That statement prompted a bit of confusion, because in my mind surely you would have to man-handle such a powerful beast as this. But I took his word for it, and found it to be surprisingly easy to maneuver the aircraft with the slightest of control movements. It was even more reinforcement that I needed to fly.

The ride ended much too soon, and as we exited the airplane back at James' hangar, I expressed my thanks. As I drove home, I replayed in my head all that had happened. As I drove those all-too-familiar roads home, they seemed different somehow. They seemed almost as a stranger, as someone I thought I had known, and then realized that they weren't who I thought they were. That short flight changed my view of the world around me, and it filled me with the desire to learn how to do it for myself. And the more I thought about it, the more I wanted to learn to fly from Fred. After all, if he had been able to keep himself alive in aviation for as long as he had, surely he could teach me to fly without killing myself.

It would take several more years before my first lesson, but it was always in my mind. My break came when I graduated from college and got a job that was paying enough that I could afford lessons. It was then that my life truly changed forever.

Friday, May 27, 2005

My path to pilothood

I have decided to complete my flight training, just as soon as I can save up the cash to pay for it. In anticipation of that, I have been reading many online flight training blogs. I have decided that I want to keep just such a blog, and what better place to start than at the beginning?

I have always thought that the journey from little kid looking to the sky to pilot flying in that same sky would make a great book, and I'm sure that it always has. I've also always had the desire to write my own book, but have never really been successful in picking a topic that interested me enough to complete a tome of my own. I think that a book following my journey would be something that I could complete. Whether anyone reads it is immaterial. The accomplishment of actually producing a work of my own will be the reward. (Of course, if it does get picked up by a publisher and becomes a multi-national best-seller, that'd be pretty cool...)

Therefore, I'll be writing my work here. And like I said, I'll start at the beginning...

My Path to Pilothood: The Beginning

Man must rise above the Earth -- to the top of the atmosphere and beyond -- for only thus will he fully understand the world in which he lives.

--Socrates
I can't honestly say that I remember the exact moment in my childhood when I first realized that I had an overpowering desire to fly. I really wish I could put my finger on just what events in my early life led to my heart being inexplicably tied to the sky. But for as long as I remember, I have had the urge to become one with the sky, to experience what I've always been sure is the ultimate freedom -- the freedom of soaring over objects on the ground that have always towered over me.

Maybe it stems from hours upon hours of playing in the fields on the farm where I grew up, watching as everything from small private aircraft to airliners to military transports, bombers, and fighters made their way past in the skies above. My absolute favorite time of the year, however, was the summer, when I had my own personal airshow on a regular basis. Living on a farm provided me with the opportunity to study crop-dusters at work. I was amazed at these aircraft hurtling along at, what seemed to a child, close to a million miles per hour. I stood in wonder as they pulled up violently at the end of the field, just barely missing the trees. I would watch the tops of the trees whip in the wake of the airplane as it passed within feet of the branches. I studied the swirling of the spray, due to what I now understand are the wingtip vortices generated by the wintips of the airplane. It was, to a small child enamored with aviation, a real treat to watch, one which I looked forward to every summer.

Of course, it could be a product of my natural curiosity. Early on, I can remember wondering what mysterious forces kept those craft in the air. I mean, the wings didn't flap like a bird's, so what invisible hand was keeping them aloft? That natural curiosity about all things scientific led to some rather unusual books gracing the bookshelf of a five-year-old. One set of books was a series called "How Things Work", and they must have been products of the Disney Corporation, since they were filled with images of Mickey, Donald and Goofy. The one section of those books that was read and re-read until the pages fell out was the section on how airplanes work.

With the help of the Disney gang, I became familiar with the physics of flight. Of course, at that age I didn't know that I was learning physics. All I knew was that I had finally had explained to me, in terms that I could understand, just what it was that kept those mystical metal bodies from falling into the fields surrounding my house. I wanted to learn more.

Whatever the source of my devotion to the idea of aviation, it is something that has been ingrained in my soul for as long as I can remember.

I had long since determined that the best way to learn about anything is to experience it, to do it for myself. And I had every intention to do it for myself. More than once, my mission to build my own airplane was foiled by the intervention of a concerned parent or grandparent. So much to my dismay, I never actually completed my mission of getting myself into the air.

My desire was not diminished, however. In fact, I found that as I grew, and as my knowledge about such things avian grew, my desire to become a part of "that group" became stronger and stronger. Just what is "that group"? "That group" is the group of larger-than-life, ten-foot-tall, bulletproof humans who dare to trust those invisible forces of physics to hold them up in the sky. They are the group of humans who dare to face certain death in the face and laugh as they soar off into the blue. They are the group of humans who have freedom that a small portion of the population have ever experienced. They are, and have always been, heroes to me.

Fast forward to my college days, and you would have found me working part time for a family friend, who just so happened to have a friend who was a pilot. This pilot was also a friend of my father's, but much more distant than our family friend. It was through this pilot that I received my first ride in a private aircraft. And thus begins the tale...